Lack of dexterity

I know maybe I can handle it, but I really don't know if I want to take it. I am always all thumbs in manipulation. I just can't do it...I am like an idiot.

Certainly, I will not be a good surgeon. This is what I already have known. Now, I doubt that I can be a doctor. I just can learn how to perform basic techniques like IV lock placement or blood pressure measurement by stethoscope smoothly only after laborious repeats...

Thinking and analysis are my advantages while performing maneuvers is always my alchles heel.